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Now most of us know that great stories come from something that author has exp. Weel in my case that might be true or it might not not I'll lrt you think long and hard to figure that.

Just a queestion that I would like to put out there. HAs any of you guys felt that your alone at any point in time?

Has any of you felt you did something wrong and it was your fault?

Well I don't know if this story will help but I hope it does something for you
I would like to present....

twisted The Beach twisted


smile Hello everybody my name is Avery, and today strated like every other day. Mybrother woke me up as usual and I was happy why you ask why not. There is no reason to be mad in the morning.Well any way I got dress and went to school, today my school was testing. During the period of class switching I met my girlfriend Samantha and we in such love.. or at least I was, and everything was good. I have other friend that I saw during this time and they are Kare and my best friend Rhiona, but back to the task at hand. After school we all decided to go to the beach knowing me I would go but i wouldn't want to get wet. Though this wasn't possible because Kare wanted me to get in the water and I was hesitant. Then Samantha was like "Come on Avery get in the water with me." I was well afraid to take my shirt off in front her (ya ya ya I was, but not afraid if anyone else sw just her) but Kare made me, and I'm glad she did. Now this is where everything goes down hill. We all were playing in the water when Janet said lets have BEACH PORN I said what why, and I said fine why I don't know, I just did. gess what Samantha Kissed Rhiona my best friend I was so discusted. you wont belive what I did next I kissed Samantha righht afteer why, I really can't say why I just did. But right after I felt so dirty and my stomach started to hurt really bad but I didn't show it. What was going through my mind was unbareable.

to be continued
RyuKuma


biggrin Part 2 biggrin


smile Sorry for that brief intermission. I was so something that I ..I .. just paused. So anway it made me feel so bad that I had to leave. Samantha ws tring so see what was wrong but I brushed it off like it was nothing. She then tried to confort me but I wouldn't let her, and so I went home. On the way home I was just thinking, thinking things I shouldn't. Why? I don't know. Because the water was dirty and the fact that I felt dirty made me take a shower with such ergency. While in the shower I washed so much that it would seem to have been equal to five shower, and when brushing my teeth I first used soap then toothpaste. After taking my shower I called Kare, but she couldn't really talk. So I went on with my day.

smile That night as I was sleeping and I had the strangest dream. It stated in a log cabin and Samantha an I were just sitting there, and we started to kiss. She then threw me to my back and staarted to kiss me more. after this excitment she the said "Avery come take a Shower with me" and I said fine. She went in and some how this guy that she thought I was going out with was all over me, and my mom came out and said "why is he on you like that" as I began to speak Samantha said "ya, why is he on you like that" and then I said I don't know he was just there. Samantha soon walked away from me and I couldn't find her. In a way I was glad that this happened becaused I remembered what she did. Then I realized I could be with out her and I wanted her to know that. sad


sad As I started to wake up I felt so bad, but then I didn't. I didn't know what I wanted, all I knew was I wanted her so bad. Iseen her early that morning and we started to talk. After this talk I felt so bad but I didn't care any more.. I just didnt care. sad

RyuKuma
what a lovely story
to becontinued