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Will the sun ever make me smile again? I mean, really smile, not just the fake happiness that lets you fool everyone else into believing that you're happy.

I'm not entirely sure it will. My sunshine was taken away.

And even though I can pretend for a little while.... I'm not happy anymore. I can't remember the last time that I was.

So I'll keep on pretending to smile, I'll keep acting like I'm happy. At least I won't disappoint anyone but myself that way.

And maybe.... Someday a long time from now... Just maybe... my sun might come back and shine down on me again.