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Okay, so, I've had this problem and all. Ya know Justin? I gave up on him a few months ago. He's now dating a junior...Someone two years older than us. And he asked for phone sex and wanted to be FWB, and was all like that. EWW!!! ITS SO FREAKING WRONG! Number one, phone sex is a sad excuse for the real thing, and I'd rather wait for the real thing than actually give up my phone virginity. Number two, I don't do the whole, Friends With Benefits thing. It's just stupid. Having a ******** buddy or a make out buddy or whatever is like, eww. When you have a special someone, you know it, and you wanna save yourself for them. I just don't do the FWB s**t. If he lays a hand on me at SB auditions, then I will call my band posse and then ATTACK! He wont' know what hit 'em. Okay, getting off topic. Number three!!! ALL OF THAT DUMBSHIT IS JUST GROSS!!! No further comment on that.

And there's this other guy. I like him. A lot, actually. I like KANDY!!! <333 KL <333 Yes. I like Kandy Land. He's so...Uh...What's that word? Interesting? Strange? Maybe both. But he's a bad boy. He likes to skip classes. I think he should just sit in the back and sleep. LOGICAL THING TO DO!!! I mean, if I were in REGULAR classes, I would fall asleep in the back instead of be counted an Unexcused Absence and get four demerits!!! ><

Okay. BAND BUDDIES!!! <3 Nya I love them!!! Kaitlyn, Dane, Kandy, Ben, Spencer, Melissa, Kenn, Shay, Jayson...They're all cool and awesome people. Teehee...<333 Yatah!!! I have rehearsals with them on Wednesday...FUN!!! It was so awesome last time...We just kinda sat there and criticized Mr.Yamane and then like, talked and stuff. It was FUN!

And so, I resume my topic of school. I hate my scholarship worker dude. I HATE HIM. I should just go and like, ask if I can get a change. I might end up working with Kandy...Maybe....<3 Nah. I'd rather have some job in the afternoon instead of at lunch or before school. Nyayaya!!! I HATE HIM!!! I'm so sad... crying

Okay, and now, I go back to love and friendship. My little six sisters group is slowly drifting apart except for me, Lei, Jackie, and Ky. Jordan and Kelli are with the popular crowd...As they always have, but even moreso this year. I hate it all. And I feel that I'm slowly being pulled from the group by the band buddies, but I still love my five other sisters!!! With all my heart....In the most sisterly way possible.

You know who I'm missing the most right now? I'm missing Kandy. SO MUCH. I can't stand it. I really miss him a lot and wish to like, be with him. I wish my pillow was him sometimes, cause I like to cuddle my pillow...And I can imagine myself cuddling him...Ne. So I guess I'll just sit here and like, do stuff and think emo-ly and then cuddle my pillow and continue to RP while I think of Kandy... >.<

~ xHanax

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