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fall is coming fast.
they're expacting snow soon where i live
the cold bites everyday.
reminds me of why i detest everything.

my mom tried to get me to eat this repulscive cake she bought.
i was polite and said i was in the mood for dango instead.

i'd really like to spend my birthday this year face down in a pile of guts. breating in the metaliclly sweet scent of blood and other assorted bodily fluids.
anyone want to make this come true?
didn't think so.

watched House again.
fell deeper in the dark hole that i hate.
i always shout my opinion that i hate people that live in their holes.
they're shuut in area that they can just crawl into.
witch fits
because i really do hate myself.
but whatever.
it doesn't matter anymore.
i kill myself well.

oh oh, on a finishing note, my mom tried to get me to go outside today.
when the sun was still shining brightly in the sky!
i said "do you WANT me to die?" she knows how sick i get.
i'd rather go out around twilight, or nightfall.
when the cool night breeze can rub against my face.
and i can relax my muscles.
and be another part of the shadowy night landscape.

wow, am i hopeless writer.
ugh.

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