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My sanity has fled....here lies the remains....
Father figure my a**..
GAH!! I can't believe him!!! Father figure my a**!!!


My "father" found my fscking journal(not this one) and was READING THROUGH IT!!!


Only so many exclamation points can express all this anger I have in me right now! @*&%$#@!!!!!


He has NO right to go though MY journal!!! MY JOURNAL!! Not his, MINE!!!


I seriously DON'T NEED THIS RIGHT NOW!!! The LAST thing I need right now is HIM going though MY PERSONAL LIFE!!! If I wanted him in it, I WOULD HAVE TOLD HIM!!


He's destroyed my family to the utmost extreme!! He's gone through my jounal and my sisters journal. He's got to be the lowest, most sleezy b*****d IN THE WORLD!!! He DESTROYED my sister last summer because HE went snooping through HER journal, finding out that she's Pagan, and a lesbian. She was going to tell them when she was ready to, but no, he goes SNOOPING THROUGH HER PERSONAL LIFE TO FIND OUT!!!


And then he goes through mine. If he wanted to find out stuff about me, HE SHOULD HAVE FSCKING ASKED!!!


I don't want him in my life...not if he's going to snoop through it...


I haven't cried myself to sleep(or cried in general) since my grandmother died. I hate crying. I hate crying infront of friends, what little I have of those, if I even consider half of them my friends. Some can be so stupid and so harsh and be completely blind by their arrogence to it.


Gods I'm so fscking pissed I can't take it.






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beautifuldream
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commentCommented on: Sat Jun 25, 2005 @ 09:09pm
I hope I didn't hurt you at all, I'm sorry if I did, I had no clue you were going through this stuff. Rachael I want you to know that I am your friend, and I do care about you, a lot. You are a wonderful person and please call me if you want to talk...LYLAS! really and truely.


commentCommented on: Mon Jun 27, 2005 @ 01:45am
Rachael, we're all here for you and love you, so don't doubt that. Just keep in mind that whatever happens, life goes on and for every sad moment there'll be lots of happy ones of make up for it. I know it must be really hard right now, but you're a strong person and you can get through this.



graceful_phoenix
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