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oh boy....
well i have issues telling anyone about my problems, but for some reason last night when my bf's friend asked me if somthing was wrong, it hit me that there was. so my bf drove me home and the whole way home he kept asking me "did i do somthing wrong?" he was so worried, and i assured him it wasn't his fault. i wanted to tell him what was wrong, but it was so hard. when i got out of the car and started walking, i wanted him to follow, but at the same time no. when i was down the street, he stoped the car and ran after me, and he told me he's never felt that bad and scared. so i confessed that i've tried to commit suicide twice already, and he freaked out and started crying asking how could my parents/friends treat me like crap and i felt sooooo bad for making him sad. i was touched but freaked out. how the heck do i deal with this? i hate him being so upset, i shouldn't have told him,i feel like i chased him away stressed
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