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This entry is gonna be for poetry that I will probably turn into songs... whenever I can actually find new band members to replace the old ones D: Anyways.

All That's Left of Me
In the dark of night
After the death of light
My confession screams
Running through my dreams
Confessing my sin
All my guilt within

Dreams turn to nightmares
I know you're not there
But it's there, inside
My thoughts of suicide

I lost more than you know
When I let you go
Self-hate and violence
In my silence

Maybe you can't tell
But I'm in silent Hell
I know you're not there
I bleed knowing you don't care

I can feel my death beginning
Separating from the living
The broken image you see
Is all thats left of me

Try to put the shards together
Try to make my heart all better
When will you see?
This is all thats left of me...

- Written in school out of pure boredom... not that I'm thinking about suicide or anything o_o;;

Shadows and Lies

Soul consumed by shadows and lies
Sinking into the Abyss of Demise
Will I ever be good enough?
Will I ever rise above?

Breathing my last breath
As I fall to the Abyss of Death
I'll never be good enough
I will never have your love

Walking away you see my pain
The pain you put me through
Now I see what's true
I see through you...

Held back by shadows and lies
You sit back to watch my demise
Shadows and lies, always holding me
Holding me so I'll never be free

My soul is bleeding
My heart isn't beating
You'll never see
I'll never be

Deep in a dream
I hear my echoing scream
It's so easy to see
You have forsaken me

I can feel my oblivion
On the road to perdition
After all the pain you put me through
I still died for you

- Pure crap born from pure boredom D: Yes I know.

Forever More

In the Night
I feel the cold of my Loneliness
Embracing my heart
Draining my strength
To tear me apart
Only to breathe in the suffering

Tell me why?
I have to bear this cross
So heavy for my broken heart

I was the Keeper of this heart
But I failed
It was torn apart

Let me fly, let me be free
All the suffering
It’s not for me
Let me die, let me be free
To stay with my love beyond this life
My one last wish is to see
The red sun rise again

Let me die
I give no reason why
I hate this beating heart
For letting you fall apart
I’m waiting for Death to knock on my door
Relieve my pain
My sadness in the night…

Waiting for Death to walk through my door
I don’t want to live without you anymore
I just want to be with you
Forever more…

Every night I dream
Dream to find the reason why
I should stay alive
And choose not to die
Every night I dream
I can’t seem to find a reason why…

Let me fly, let me be free
All the suffering
It’s not for me
Let me die, let me be free
To stay with my love beyond this life
My one last wish is to see
The red sun rise again

Let me die
I give no reason why
I hate this beating heart
For letting you fall apart
I’m waiting for Death to knock on my door
Relieve my pain
My sadness in the night…

The reason why
I won’t stay alive
The reason I have to die
To walk through Death’s Door
Is to be with you
… Forever more…

- Dec. 11, 2007... Again written out of pure boredom.

The End of Everything

All the pain and the sorrow
I won't live for tomorrow
It's all 'cause of my mistakes
I will die as a mortal
My human life is for the Gods to take

I'll face it
Because it's the end of everything

Time to close your eyes
Say your last good-byes
We're fading away now
Time to let go
Open up your eyes
See what you've become? A sacrifice!
It's truly the end of everything

I hear the Ghosts in the distance
Screaming out my name
I will die as a mortal
Torn down to depths of shame
I will die for the cold world
To keep the world just the same

I'll face it
Because it's the end of everything

Time to close your eyes
Say your last good-byes
We're fading away now
Time to let go
Open up your eyes
See what you've become? A sacrifice!
It's truly the end of everything...

I feel the hands of fate
They suffocate me
And now I can finally see
How the Gods can turn on me
So fast, so easily
The cold hand of Death
Steals my final breath
It's truly the end of everything...

Forgive me, my sin...

- January. 21, 2008

Martel's Well (Long Lost Love)

Mystic, cold nights
You'll hear her cry
And sing a bitter-sweet lullaby
For years she prayed
The Gods would grant a wish for her
For her lost love to come home...

She sleeps, she dreams... she prays...

The Dark, old well
Has a tale to tell
And makes all wishes come true
So sing your dream into the dark
And He will come back home to you...

She sleeps, she dreams... she prays...
She dreams, she prays... he stays...

Be still, my love
You're home
Oh, when did you become so cold?
You're still my everything, my world
You came back to me on the celestial shore
You came back home to me, bleed no more
In the end, you're all I love...

The Beginning

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