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On the out side my body is warm my face calm and collected and still and cold like stone my eyes hold the empty truth my painful past. You look in to my eyes I seem fine unable to see the war going on inside me. The deep never ending sadness with the over whelming dark sadistic anger. Picking at the parts exposed I twing and flinch but i never saw the darkness inside you your a wolf in sheeps furr hideing waiting for your time to strike its funny i blame myself i should have known by now you know that stupid saying "every rose has its thorns" like ever person has a dark side but i was blinded it wont happen again i lurean from my mistakes. But im okey actully its hard to feel pain from loseing something you loved when there was nothing there in first place I loved something that was not even real a fake person a dream.Your nameless I dont know you and I never want to. I tryed you lied to me for so long every where I go I feel it.