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i came to a realization today about death and sucide
when we die we lose everything: pain,fear,hste,hope,joy,sadness,sickness,all of it surmounts to nothing.
when we die we are but a empty vessel returning to the earth.our souls(disspite what religion YOU are i really dont care) either go to heven or hell. or maby neither it simply fades till the day God comes and takes over earth in a holy tyrany.
either way when we die we no longer suffer.
Death is a cusers upon us we suffer the moment we are born to this earth.
suicide simplys speed maters up sending your soul to either eturnal damnnation or to absolutly nothing,to diminishe to nothng but dust like out bodies.
i see why people wish fro an early death. it is a realse from all when other people think there are options they dont realize the digree of the situation or the severity ,let alone what the persons mentail stae may be either. maby there are stronged wiled or weak who knows but when one dies it wont mater a simple fact is we all will die when or how can either be done by our own hands or by fate.
some decide to take maters in thier own hands. others let fate guide them...
as for i...i dont know too much to ponder too much to contemplate. a world of desicions is not easily discused on a simple journal let alone the moreal debate of ones stands in religion and suicide.