Not graduating definatly hit me hard today. I went to see my best friends graduate, I wanted to be there when they walked across the stage without me. There's of course no one to blame but myself. It's all my fault that I failed. I didn't try hard enough... You reap what you sow. Mom said being there was probably hard for me, It's the harsh reality. I cried a few times already in the last 40 minutes. I made it to the car before I started crying. Hopefully this isn't the last time I see them. I love them so much.. Leaving high school is harder than I thought it would be. Everyone knows what they're doing, Except me. Mom and I talked about going to ITT. It would probably be the best place for me. I still don't know...
SeeD Selphie · Fri Jun 24, 2005 @ 05:45pm · 0 Comments |