I know for a fact that I flat-out hate when I hesitate, sometimes, in reaching for you, both physically and psychologically because I'm afraid that I'll do something that you don't want or like and it will push you away, which is the last thing that I want, and I know I shouldn't be afraid and you tell me that, but I just am.
I love how you put up with me and how... under-confident I am.
And I both hate and love how tongue-tied I get when I'm talking to you and how I have to search and search for words that I can form out so I don't seem so awkward and so you don't think that I'm being silent because I don't want to talk and, yet, I come out sounding awkward, anyway, and I hope that you don't notice, but you probably do.
And, yet, you're still 'near' me?
It baffles me. It honestly does.
D'awwww~
I love how you put up with me and how... under-confident I am.
And I both hate and love how tongue-tied I get when I'm talking to you and how I have to search and search for words that I can form out so I don't seem so awkward and so you don't think that I'm being silent because I don't want to talk and, yet, I come out sounding awkward, anyway, and I hope that you don't notice, but you probably do.
And, yet, you're still 'near' me?
It baffles me. It honestly does.
D'awwww~
