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Abandoned
I run my blade across my skin and let myself bleed, I know it is a sin, I try to fight back the fear, But I feel it creeping in,
I am drowning in a sea of souls, Yet I still feel completely alone, I have felt this way, Since I lost the place I called "home",
I have been thrown into reality, Where my tears fall, And nobody cares, If I'm alive at all,
In this world, I am poisoned by depressions immortal black hole, There is no way, To rid it from my soul,
It's making me completely fall apart, And reminds me of when I made my start, In this cruel world, I wish that back then I knew I had such a fragile heart,
As I promised myself, That I would never again cry myself to sleep, But that is now yet another broken promise, As right now all I can do is weep,
Because I am sure, That I have completely failed this test, As I have been, Taunted by all the rest,
Shouts of abuse, It's all I ever hear, And my cheek is always burned, By a lonely cold tear,
I'm treated like such an outcast, It's impossible for me to find a way, As others make it so hard, To make it through the day,
"You don't belong here, your different" Is all they ever say, They make my life a misery, All because I am gay...
SybrRaver · Thu Dec 13, 2007 @ 05:27am · 0 Comments |
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