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I have serious issues. I've discovered I have all these ******** up issues in myself and it is not any one else thats annoying and it is not any one else that makes me feel like s**t its me. I feel like every one hates me and I feel lonely all the time. I shouldn't though cause so many people do care about me i'm not this huge loner i think i am. But i hate myself, i just can't accept who i am i just want to not be the way i am and it tares me up inside all the time but what can I do. Its the way i am and ia ll i want is to be able to accept it for now but its not going to happen. sad