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I want to hold you and feel that love again
My hands are warm and strong but I can't.
I want to look into your eyes and see that love again
My eyes are open but I can't.
I want to kiss you and feel that love again
My lips are ready but I can't.
I want to smell your fresh fragrance again
My nose is ready but I can't
I want to hear you say you love me again
My ears are alert but I can't.

I want to read your love letters again
I want to hear you sing me love songs again
I want to share secrets with you again
I want to be close to you again
I want to go on an adventure with you again
I want to laugh with you again
I want to be by your side again
I want to go for a walk with you again
I want to dream with you again
I want to plan the future with you again
I want to be free with you again
I want to love you and do all the things we did together again

But I can't because I can't trust you with:

My heart again. You broke it.
My feelings again. You toyed with them.
My secrets again. You told everyone.
My body again. You abused it.
Above all, I can't trust you with my love. You betrayed it.
Please don't ask me to love you again. I don't know how.
My heart forbids it.