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Adrian:
hi sorry if i havent been on... i didnt have time to log in that much... been studying for my make-up regents since i couldnt make it before cuz i had to go somewhere... and yeah.. now it's done.. so im done with the studying... and...


i'm sorry....
i read the comments of u and liam in youtube.... not to be nosy..

just curious... are u really over me...?
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Casey:
yeah i am
i cant believe it took only those few weeks to do it
its ok
did you really hate me?
because...
i dont
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Adrian:
i didnt hate anyone... i told its vitaliy that said that... and i only noticed last week that he messaged u that...

im sorry.... :'(

*sigh*.....
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Casey:
i
dont
know
if
i
can
trust
you
period

I dont know if you're even sorry adrian.
liam and threetinytigers is right
if u really did love me, then why did you do that?
u didnt even tell me u did that
liam HAD TO
and CHRISTINE had to, alot of ppl did
it wasnt adrian who told me
it was other people, who knew, and i didn't
and how did they know adrian?
what did you say when i wasnt there?
what did you do when i wasnt there?
what did u feel like when i wasn't there?
i dont know adrian
no you didnt adrian, u just didnt notice
u were on like..the whole week
i visited your account adrian, and it said whenever you were on
u did say u hated me
and you did, you hate me, don't lie. you hate me
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Adrian:
what are u talking about....

i really dont hate u O.o wow...

everytime i get back from somewhere theres always somethign bad that happens and i cant take it anymore i think its better if im just gone right?

and if u dont wanna trust me then dont...
these couple of weeks ive been studying.... period
idk how these stuff gets around everywhere

plus... i do love u i just dont know why idid that i was confused but i stopped right away i only use my webcam to chat with my siblings in Philippines i think ur the one that hates me... i understand that... it's all my fault and i already regret it.... i wont ask for a 3rd chance cuz i know u wont say yes... its pointless...

i do still love u but its better if i just leave ur life alone.... good luck...


oh by the way believe me i wouldnt say i hate u and ur a skank or w/e im telling the truth this time that it really wasnt me.... i neevr said anything bad to a girl before and u know that... im sorry for everything...
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SO AND SO...yes that's just one of them. Confusing, yet heartbreaking. Disturbing and embarrassing, to me.

Adrian just pretended that he did absolutely nothing, but when my friends and other random people who knew Adrian, had to tell me that he was cheating. I couldn't find out because half of the time, I wasn't even there. I hated Adrian, but it's hard because I love him at the same time.