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...gah i dont know how much longer i can hold out on this..i promised kel no more beer or pot...pot i can do im sure..i mean for god sakes everyone in my family smokes it but me now...and its just beer...ITS RIGHT IN THE FRIDGE!!! GAH!!!! i cant open it up without the craving coming on full blast..so i cant get anything to drink or eat...I REALLY REALLY WANT A CIGGARETTE RIGHT NOW >< it would so help...i also promised other people i would stop this stuff too... sweatdrop and im not breaking it for them and for kel... sweatdrop GAH!!!! thank god Gerry is here to help..give me something to do people please

This..is going to be a sad..day..this im going to a going away party for my best friends...2 of them are leaving... sweatdrop the two that keep me sane.. sweatdrop i dont know how im going to manage... sweatdrop ...well im out..be back later..