A couple things. First off, I miss Ceasar like hell. He left at six this morning and as generally happens I cannot cry at the appropriate moment and it's not 'till I see him walk through airport security and out into the waiting area that I realize how far away he is already - do you have any idea how emotionally frustrating it is to be separated by glass from someone you won't see for another seven months, and watch their last few moments in the same state as you separated by that stupid ******** pane of glass? And being back in my room again without him was surreal. I get the feeling a piece of him's still lurking in there somewhere.
Anyways. I'm holding myself together I guess. Secondly, I address the issue of Gaia.
Hell, I'd abandon the place altogether if it weren't for the thought that someone might occasionally still sign on... as I've been on here for over three years now I'm a little reluctant to give the damn thing up. I guess all of us feel the same way. I think maybe the problem is not many of us actually talk about anything substantial in our journals anymore...? I dunno. But I'm staying if you guys are.
Well I love you all. Try not to think of the impending doom of school. crying
Brittastiq · Tue Jan 01, 2008 @ 08:06pm · 2 Comments |