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It's a stormy, cloudy day,
and I wish you'd go away.
You're haunting me, You're teasing me,
Because you are what I can't have.
I see you everywhere,
but I wish I could forget you.
As I walk to my class,
I feel the gloom persuade me.
As I remember all those lies,
I feel my eyes filling up.
As I think about you,
knowing that you're not mine,
I feel the tears streaming down,
and wish it was the rain.
'Cause I just can't forget you,
but I know that you're in love.
'Cause I just keep dying,
but I want you to be happy.

I know you love,
but I love you.
I can't forget,
but you're too busy,
to remember me.
to remember me...
to remember me.....
End of the beginning.

I feel just fine,
I'm really healthy,
and I laugh all the time.
I'm starting to get over you,
but you come back just in time.
My life is boring without you,
but my life is happy without you.

I remember when I lied and said I would be fine,
but tears were streaming down my cheeks and I denied my heart.
Then I started to believe that I really would be fine.
And you came back to me,
and I just didn't know...

What to believe, if you were real,
If I loved you, who you really are,
If you're a playboy, or just unsure,
If you got dumped, or just love me more,
I just don't know...

I wish I could read your mind,
so I'd know what to believe.
But I'm not a superhero,
just an average girl.

I don't have much confidence,
I'm usually shy and quiet.
But I have my moments,
and this is one of them.

I can't be your lover,
you're too far away.
I can be your friend though,
you can talk to me.
I won't ignore you,
but you're not number 1 on my list.