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i gave up
the scars are not visible to u, but they arent gone. my big sister doesnt beat me anymore, but the marks are still there. i want thing to go back to normal, but they never will. i want the memories to fade, but ive seen too much. i havent ended a relationship recently, but my heart breaks everyday. i want my parents to get back together, but they're happy the the way they are. i want to forgive my dad for what he did, but he broke a promise that was too important to me. i want people to understand what i went through, but they have no idea. i want my life to be all good again, but too much damage was done.

I fought my way back from the dead. I've been through more than you can begin to imagine. Dont mess with me

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  • User Comments: [4]
    Makubeku
    Community Member





    Thu May 01, 2008 @ 11:54pm


    i would give you any chance you need


    Cyber_Scope
    Community Member





    Sun May 18, 2008 @ 05:18pm


    in all honesty i'd give you the chance but why care what others think of you since its only their opinion and most of the time you cant say it really matters all thats really important is what you think besides no one can be perfect, perhaps tis' the flaws of humans that of which cause us to be perfect in a strange and confusing way. maybe our differences are what makes us "normal" in some ways who knows i mean something in this life are and aren't ment to be known i guess


    Burning The Flame Of Ambition Melting The Ice Of Despair,
    got my license 10/10 perfect score razz haha!
    Cyber_Scope
    Community Member





    Sun May 18, 2008 @ 05:53pm


    though a deed has been done no matter how the terrible doesn't seem like it can be forgotten doesn't it. try as hard as you can the best thing to do is just go on and keep the memories of pain shrouded in a heavy fog within the back of your mind pay none attention at all to it and it wont bother you as much, though try and show others the pain its impossible to recreate because we all have our own personal attachments and meanings for certain things people or places whatever it maybe. things can never return to their original state the either only get worse or better but we the ones whom have suffered it have the power that lies with us to change that fate.


    Burning The Flame Of Ambition Melting The Ice Of Despair,
    got my license 10/10 perfect score razz haha!
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