I try so very very hard to make my life work.
but it appears that i must put my dream of being conductor of music.
I didn't pass above a 2.0 for the third time.
this being because i needed work to earn money or my body demanded rest.
so i missed many class periods, failed homework, or did poorly on tests.
Some classes i skipped altogher, with my need for work to live overridding my interests and activities.
And so i put down such far flung hopes of education, and now claw my way through life just for the sake of survival.
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Another day........another period of time to alieve boredom
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