I'm sorry that I'm here
I'm sorry I'm no good
I'm sorry that I cant be the best person for u
I'm sorry that I loved u
I'm sorry that I ever cared
I'm sorry that I was there for u
I'm sorry that I needed u
But most of all, I'm sorry that I came into ur life.
I hate myself & no one can help me...
I'm gonna leave now
I'm also gonna ask my parents if I can move to Mexico after Graduation, just so ya'll won't have to deal w.me & all my drama anymore
Bye--
Paula
Its nothing really but here's what my friend sent to me...
At least she told me some things...
As I walked into my house with my best friend Brooke I decided to go take a shower in my marble bathroom for I had mud on my legs after swimming throw the river with Alejandra who I left outside with two other of my guy friends. I leave Brooke in my room as I head for the shower forgetting a change of clothes. After heating up the water I step in and start to rinse of, he water felt so good warming me up and getting a lot of the dirt off of me that I wasn’t paying any attention to any other noses when out of no were I hear a knock on my door which makes me jump out of my trance and I practically slip and fall, I try to focused in on the voice and a first I think its my grandmother home way early when I relies it’s a guys voice that’s when I make out what he’s saying and its “can I come in ”I think it was alejandro,one of the guys I left outside so I say “no” then he says “come on” In a whinny voice. That’s when I freeze it was Alex the other guy I had left outside. I couldn’t understand what he was saying so I start to wash my hair and right when I’m rinsing out my hair which was about 5mins later the door opens and I hear him say “don’t worry its jus me “so I was like ok he must need to use the rest room, boy was I wrong. I then say “I could of told you about the second bathroom” Alex says “that’s ok” then he says “can I join you or at least see you in there” my heart jumps a beat as I say “no” then he says can “I give you a kiss” I pause for a second then not thinking around it I peak around the curtain, I have heartedly wanted to give him the kiss the other have just didn’t know what to do. He then says “ahh come on” and gets up from the seat and walks over to me and starts to kiss me then slightly pulls me away from the comfort of the curtain and runs he’s hands down my back and then up to my belly and then grabs my breast right at that moment I freak and close the curtain on him and back up into the water. He jerks open the curtain and slightly leans in and sees me full on naked and he looks me up and down. He then says “can I join you in the shower” I pause then say”no can you please leave so I can finish my shower I still have river s**t on me” he looks me up and down again then says”ahh why not” I say “go” so he backs away to the seat and back up agents the wall when he says “I don’t see why you don’t like the way you look, cause you look pretty” I then ignore his comment and begin to wash my self and right when I ha finished he say that hell be right back and leave I take this chance to rinse off quickly and grab my towel and I start to head to the door so I can dash into my room but he walks in and closes the door behind himself and says “your done already” I try to push him to the side to get out when h pushes me back and says “well you at least give me a hug” so I give him a hug and he pulls me close to him and I try to get lose when he takes he other hand and nudges my head up and he goes into kiss me and I let him he then try to possible do more when I look up and his glasses were foggy I laughed a second then finally got past him and opened the door he tries to pull me back but I pull ahead and head into my room.
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