I don't know what to do. It's like no matter what I do I just can't be happy. My life sucks right now. People won't quit pissing me off. I just want to beat the s**t out of the next person who pisses me off. I keep having these crazy nightmares that are keeping me up. I'd rather not talk about them so don't ask. Only 1 person has my trust right now AKA my best friend. She's not even allowed at my house anymore for something neither of us did. Right now if everybody on earth died I don't think I'd really care. I need to talk to somebody (not a therapist, just a friend my age that cares and will listen) but when I try nothing comes out of my mouth. I want to die, but I don't. I know I have too much to live for I'm just not sure what yet. Not only do I want to die, I want other people to die. I'm getting so pissed about the tiniest things. Somebody runs into me at school and all of the sudden I just want to punch them in the ******** face. I don't know what to do.
crimson_mercy.killing · Sat Jan 12, 2008 @ 08:11pm · 0 Comments |