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today was rainy...of coars i had made plans to go to a new beach...so what away that i had been their before a long time ago... how it is new, i have no clue =/

well, for the first time, my girl friend Jess is the first to go and of coarse the last to pick up.

My friend Josh picked me up and went to pick up his "friend" and My girl friend...

we drive for ever, i feel so happy, im next to her, but she doesnt seem to really care to much but im still happy any way cuz im with my friends =)

we drive around for 3 hours, and never get there... I hate being alone but Jess just doesnt want to be with me and said she wanted to go home...

i wish she invited me over but iguess she doesnt want to be with me too much, or would rather play video games... =/

I came home and cried for about 2 hours alone after my parents left me home alone...

I feel so alone, i prolly feel more alone than someone with no one ='/

I wish someone really cared about me, and i wish i could be free from these cursed walls that bind me to lonelyness yet my only true friend that will always be there for me when no one else wants or needs me crying