I have no idea what I feel any more. My life was seeming to look absolutley horrible. But then he just came from nowhere and made me feel much better. The only question I have, is this what I want? Was I right to start this? Or should I end it? I kinda feel like i'm stringing him along for the ride, and I don't want to do that. I know he wants this hes wanted it for a long time but I don't think hes ready for a person like me. I don't think he realizes how more "mature" I have gotten then him. I don't wanna push him. People pushed me and now i'm like this. I hope he doesn't feel presured by me. I'm just being me, maybe thats to much, I really have no clue..
Well, I guess I should probably just go with it for now. See how it turns out. Hopefully it turns good.
~Kinu
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The Ramblings of a Nobody
Everyone has those days when they need to vent out or they might break down and end up in a "Looney Bin". Well thats what i'm gonna do in this journal.
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