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I've been having so much fun with my handsome love...yall have no idea how much he means to me..nothing in the world could change that. Of all things one of my friends killed herself after shutting a door on her boyfriend to keep him from stopping her...at the end of it all i cut myself and my love told me that it would be better not to do anything to harm myself cause he loves me so much and he even helped me get through the pain..yesterday i was in sixth period and its drama we were told to fake cry like in the movies, well long story short we didn't fake it everyone by the time it was over was balling or waling. I've got to go tomorrow to speak with the teacher about my life...*sighs* any way i went home and spoke with my love...he could tell something was wrong but managed to find ways of making me either laugh or smile. God, i can't wait till i marry him. We are so closely nit it would be hard to ruin what we have accomplished...love yall wink ninja