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Relation ships.
While I have been dating.. I have noticed that I pick pretty people. or overly nice people. Most of the time I just get used by the pretty people.. Something in my personality that makes me easy to manipulate or something. As for the overly nice people I tend to block myself off emotionally to protect my self.. If I didn't do that I would be dead right now. So when I do that.. I tend to people conversions away from relationship stuff and talk more small talk. Or I just stop talking to the person completely cause they get bored with me or something. *has that effect on people*

I'm just saying I have not really had a good love life.. and the fact it looks like it might happen again is causing me to hate people that I don't want to hurt, but they might end up hurting me.

Even now I feel that thanks to outside forces the girl I am with now is going to leave and there is nothing I can do to stop it. Nothing.

I'm not really surprised. I figured this would happen cause she is that kind of person. I just wish she wouldn't go... I'm sick of losing people...

Post Permanent Link JohnnySasaki2267 · Sat Feb 09, 2008 @ 08:55am · 1 Comments
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    x--3erie
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    Sun Mar 09, 2008 @ 12:16pm


    Hey don't feel so bad.
    Its not entirely you're fault. Like you said, that's just the kind of person she is. So cheer up pal.

    There are a plenty of other gals out there. ; ] And don't be afraid to get a little emotionally attached. Sometimes it helps to grow emotionally like that.. Not sure if you understand what I mean.. But its true.

    Love is something no one can truly live without for far too long.

    My heart has been broken a number of times! And I've come back even more resilient! B] <3

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