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-Insert inspirational quote here- ?
I don't know, I really don't. I wanted to write something really meaningful, but I just can't even get my brain to work, or get the right words to come out to explain how I'm feeling. I'm really exhausted, my body just...doesn't even want to cooperate anymore but I can't lay in bed anymore...I'm so tired of laying in bed and just...ugh. I want to go out shopping, or go watch a movie, go to a friends house and just hang out..I can't even do that.
There are so many thoughts and questions and worries..regrets, I don't know...everything..just swirling around in my head. I feel upset, and I don't understand why this is happening, or why it has to be like this. It almost seems like it's not real sometimes, like maybe I'm having a really bad nightmare and will snap out of it any minute, but I just can't wake up.
Gaia is technically one of the last things I'm really worried about, but I had some nice friends on here, and I feel bad about leaving the people in the guild I made, I really wanted to do the guild stuff a lot. I don't know, I feel really bad about it. I feel bad about a lot of things...and I guess I shouldn't, the past is in the past and I can only do so much...but blah.
I'm too tired
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