last couple days i been talking alot with my family an about a trip to yellow stone park (i live on west coast) an i don't leave on this big a trip very often. this trip totally deppends on my brother mike he moved out when he was 16 an started living with my grandparents, well its his 18th Bday soon an this trip would start on the weekend his Bday is we would be gone for 11 days. this trip would be great for me nice clean air forest all of the wild life i would be as people say at peace for once in my ******** life. but mike doesn't want to go cuz of my mom he moved out cuz he didn't like the way my parents ran things an i would be gone too but people need me here. so im ******** if i can't talk him into just putting up with my mom for a few days, problem is that this trip aint happening if my brother doesn't go, my dad said this would be our last family trip (be our first too). well because of all this im ticked an when that happens anything can set me off an i mean anything. times when im ticked like this i appear calm an some what happy but if anything would happen i would hurt friends family or even people i don't know just to let off stress cuz i will start to over think what im having a problem with an then thing snow ball form there so ypou can see where im going for here nothing needs saying so i'll let whom ever read this just think about how pissed i am
Ryusei Black heart · Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 07:16am · 2 Comments |