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Vampires_Purple_rose
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cry confused cry I give up. I can't find anyone who is a true friends anymore. Everyone I talk to seems to be talking to me only to get something out of it whether it be a way to cheat through their homework/school work or something else (which they might want to reconsider because they're not getting it from me). I think there may be 4 people I hang out with that I would consider true friends. They are the only one's who haven't used me in someway. I mean sure they could have the intention to but they haven't done it yet or hell they may have set out with the sole intention of using me to get what they want but it turned out differently and they didn't. But for the most part if I don't jump to the call/request of one of my so-called friends they get pissed at me and stop talking to me for a period of time but once they've cooled down or want something else they come asking for me. I'm so sick of it....Is my sole purpose here to be a toy that everyone can play with and manipulate evil evil question question evil evil cry confused cry


!!Vampires_Purple_Rose!!
Each day I wake
The thirst grows
Never again will I lower myself
To take their nourishing blood.
Never again will I kill a human
To keep me alive
For I live a damned life




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Brewmaster_Haxcim
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Wed Feb 27, 2008 @ 07:18am


This journal was featured as recently updated which is how I got here, but not why I commented.

I won't claim to know how you feel purely for the fact that it irritates me personally, but I have been in a similar situation. So you're not alone.Just a little advice though if people come to you with nothing but the intention of getting something from you make it un avoidably clear that they're not getting it.That'the only way to end the vicious circle (that I know of)

THis is going to seem really clichè but it's the truth.One true friend is better than 1000 fake ones(and you have four).

No that's not your purpose is to make your own choices and blaze your own trail in life, yoir leave your mark on the world, to be who and what you want. All you have to do id find out what you want and who you want to be.

ninja Peace and love ninja


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