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I love this girl so much but now i can just forget about it.It all happend when i met her.She was nice playfull and caring.I,knew right then i love her but it turned out she had a boyfriend.Iwaited and waited untill they broke up then it made me sad to c her this way so i tried to get them back together at the same time i wanted her so bad.On the 3rd time they broke up it was my fault and well i tried to be her boyfriend talking to her a lot being funny just doing nice things.In the end her x boyfriend dumpped his new girlfriend and then became her boyfriend again so i got all pissed cause i was being nice i was being funny she said i didnt have to change anything but i love her a lot and, you dont know how i feel at all.I knew that she was the only person i would ever love and now she hates me she dont even wanna talk to me because i was all sad i mean who wouldnt be sad if their heart was broken into tiny of thousands of peices i dont think they will ever heal cuz she is the only person that i would truley love and being single and lonely makes people happier then me being with someone and happyi dont know im just so sad im mad and i dont think she ever will like me but i love her with all my heart and i really hope she forgives me all of this happend because of me i dont even know y i try so hard for somone i love and they dont even like me well im fed up with it so i give up no more flirting jokes , basicly its no more heppiness except for the people that are not me ill always be lonely in a world of darkness..........
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