Feb. Monday 25, 2008
This darkness has taken over… (War)
There is no will to live.
I’m dying inside my walls…
Everything so cold.
Always running from my thoughts… (Blood)
My body still bleeding.
Shadows engulf my mind…
Shadows of thoughts never voiced.
I don’t recognize my reflection… (Shattered)
Those tears dried to my face…
Eyes bloodshot…
Who is this?
Never broken like this… (Cracked)
Never felt like this…
Why have I surrendered?
Why can’t I just heal?
Time and time again (Over)
Wars have been fighting in my mind.
It’s me against myself…
All demons set loose.
I don’t feel alive… (Burned)
I’ve searched inside and out,
For answers I can’t find.
Why must I suffer?
They are nothing to me anymore… (Dead)
Then why do I still hear your voice in my head?
Everything had failed me…
Silence is forever.
So many thoughts have been kept inside (Hidden)
So many marks left to hide.
So many words unspoken.
And so many hearts have broken.
Is living my curse? (Alive)
Dying is my wish…
If you just let me leave…
Maybe I’ll live
I’ll try to break my silence (Speak)
I’ll try to be there.
But forever broken…
Isn’t an easy life to live.
I can’t hide these scars (Everywhere)
The past is resurfacing…
I’ll make it out alive,
But not in one piece.
I’ll reach the surface of truth (Understand)
Wish it were lies…
And breathe all the drama
But never be the same.
Tell me to keep trying… (Whisper)
Tell me to wait,
Cause its never too late…
To realize maybe it’s worth the wait.
I feel like I can breathe (Choke)
Run miles and miles…
Something so deadly and simple,
Can end it all too quick.
When ready to try, (Race)
Not ready to give up…
Is when the tunnel fades
And dim light becomes brighter.
Panic and realization set in… (Leaving)
And your limbs go cold…
Right when you found what you wanted,
Is when you realized your forever mistake.
Your mind replays on high… (Childhood)
Life latterly before your eyes…
And death inside your hands
Breathe leaving ever so slowly.
Look into my eyes… (Wildfire)
Desperation running high.
“Don’t save me, love…
Just let me be your angel.”
Cry with me… (Waterfall)
Stay with me…
Make me fight…
And only if I had known…
You scream to keep fighting (Panic)
Knowing I can’t win.
“You must stay…
Or I’m coming with you…”
Realization that is was meant to be… (Love)
Never before seen it in your eyes.
The feeling now as breathe leaves for good,
Is that you truly cared for me.
“I love you…” (Forever)
Was the last thing you heard…
The last thing I heard…
“I love you too”
This darkness has taken over… (War)
There is no will to live.
I’m dying inside my walls…
Everything so cold.
Always running from my thoughts… (Blood)
My body still bleeding.
Shadows engulf my mind…
Shadows of thoughts never voiced.
I don’t recognize my reflection… (Shattered)
Those tears dried to my face…
Eyes bloodshot…
Who is this?
Never broken like this… (Cracked)
Never felt like this…
Why have I surrendered?
Why can’t I just heal?
Time and time again (Over)
Wars have been fighting in my mind.
It’s me against myself…
All demons set loose.
I don’t feel alive… (Burned)
I’ve searched inside and out,
For answers I can’t find.
Why must I suffer?
They are nothing to me anymore… (Dead)
Then why do I still hear your voice in my head?
Everything had failed me…
Silence is forever.
So many thoughts have been kept inside (Hidden)
So many marks left to hide.
So many words unspoken.
And so many hearts have broken.
Is living my curse? (Alive)
Dying is my wish…
If you just let me leave…
Maybe I’ll live
I’ll try to break my silence (Speak)
I’ll try to be there.
But forever broken…
Isn’t an easy life to live.
I can’t hide these scars (Everywhere)
The past is resurfacing…
I’ll make it out alive,
But not in one piece.
I’ll reach the surface of truth (Understand)
Wish it were lies…
And breathe all the drama
But never be the same.
Tell me to keep trying… (Whisper)
Tell me to wait,
Cause its never too late…
To realize maybe it’s worth the wait.
I feel like I can breathe (Choke)
Run miles and miles…
Something so deadly and simple,
Can end it all too quick.
When ready to try, (Race)
Not ready to give up…
Is when the tunnel fades
And dim light becomes brighter.
Panic and realization set in… (Leaving)
And your limbs go cold…
Right when you found what you wanted,
Is when you realized your forever mistake.
Your mind replays on high… (Childhood)
Life latterly before your eyes…
And death inside your hands
Breathe leaving ever so slowly.
Look into my eyes… (Wildfire)
Desperation running high.
“Don’t save me, love…
Just let me be your angel.”
Cry with me… (Waterfall)
Stay with me…
Make me fight…
And only if I had known…
You scream to keep fighting (Panic)
Knowing I can’t win.
“You must stay…
Or I’m coming with you…”
Realization that is was meant to be… (Love)
Never before seen it in your eyes.
The feeling now as breathe leaves for good,
Is that you truly cared for me.
“I love you…” (Forever)
Was the last thing you heard…
The last thing I heard…
“I love you too”
