Today is my birthday. It makes me miss Sirius even more. I miss him regularly, but days like today..
I miss them all sometimes. James, Sirius, Peter..
I know times change and life eveolves and I am not bitter about those things. But there are days when the sting of evolution pains me a little more than other days.
When we were young at Hogwarts, we thought we were unstoppable. We thought we had all the time in the world to be bold and stupid. Looking back, we really took risks I would never want young people to take. And yet, at the same time, I can honestly say we lived our lives to the very fullest.
But Sirius.. he always had something special for me. What I wouldn't give to see him today.
I can't of course. So instead of dwelling on all the pain and loss of my dearest friends and my Sirius.. I shall instead indulge in life and make certain I live it full and complete, live it enough to honor the memory of the Marauders.
MoonyRJLupin · Mon Mar 10, 2008 @ 09:03pm · 2 Comments |