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Bleh..... I feel like Bleh..Im so sick of this.. Its all so stupid! I cant take it anymore...He is so two faced...Oh sure he loves me..Yeah right! How Am I supposed to believe him when he goes and says it to another girl...Then He says he loves her as a friend...YOU DONT WANNA KISS YOUR FRIENDS LIKE THAT! scream And he can just lie to me like it doenst matter...He says he doesnt want to hurt me...then why does he have to do this? he tries to make he jealous....he does that just so it gets to me...to see how far he can push me until I fall...Im just so sick of it...i want to yell at him and tell him how I feel...But I cant....I know I said Im over him....But I just dont know...If Im so over him then why does this bother me so much...Im just so sick of everything...I cant wait unil next year...New people..maybe even some different friends...hopefully! Uggg I feel like crap right now...I feel like screaming..and then i feel like crying...I just hate him! I hate all of this stupid crap! I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM I HATE HIM scream scream crying I HATE LOVE RIGHT NOW!! I WISH I NEVER LOVED HIM... .....I dont feel like writing anymore...Myabe this is all waaaaay out of line because Im PMS'ing. talk2hand ..gosh I feel like crap... Maybe I will take back some of this stuff later then I feel better and am in a better mood...and when Its not 3:30 in the morning!! scream Well I guess thats all for now....

Posted by: Risa_harada Fri Jul 29, 2005 @ 11:29am

COME! =)

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Angel of Ruby
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Commented on: Fri Jul 29, 2005 @ 09:02pm


	eek

Commented on: Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 01:32am


	sweatdrop

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Anaira
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Commented on: Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 03:19am


	Whoa.

Commented on: Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 08:33pm


	eek Poor Kirsten, is there anything I can do to make U feel better?? sad

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Commented on: Sat Jul 30, 2005 @ 08:41pm


	@ Sabra:Umm No..I was just in a bad mood.... gonk @ Jennie: I'm sorry..Did i scare you.. gonk crying WHY DOES LIFE HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED!! gonk gonk

Commented on: Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 03:52am


	Ok then!! I wish I knew!!! gonk crying

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Commented on: Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 09:50am


	yo wait you said that you are over me but you still care or you woulnt have wote that ok yeah so right now i am confused???@_@yeah i am sorry but you need to understand that me and taylor are messing around and we dont mean any of it ok i am an inmature jerk so you need to do what your are wish ok i really dont mean to hurt you i am messing with taylor and if you cant handle that well go with your wish.but if you can take that me an taylor are messing around then cool it might work out no wait eek its over so it cant work out your over me so yeah i hope you get the guy your after and i hope no i know that he will be better then me yeah....... love peter chau maybe i shouldnt put love for this it wont help.. now i disaper ninja ninja ninja ninja ninja

Commented on: Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 10:56pm


	stare Peter I know that U mean well but what U just said is sooo not going to help at all!! U really do sound like a jerk right now, U need to think about what U say befor hand not after, gaaaaaaa have I teached U nothing?? stressed

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Commented on: Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 11:00pm


	OMGOSH PETER SHUT UP! YOUR A STUPID JERK! I CANT BELIEVE YOU! WHATEVER IM SO SICK OF YOU! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FEL! AND IM PRETTY DANG SURE YOU DONT CARE! AND I DONT CARE ANYMORE! I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY I EVER LOVED YOU! I WAS STUPID AND I JUST GOT MYSELF INTO THIS WHOLE MESS! YES INFACT HES VERY SWEET TO ME..SOMETHING YOU NEVER WERE! PETER I DONT KNOW IF YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU ALWAYS HURT ME....I KINDA THINK THAT YOU INJOYED IT. BUT WHATEVER KNOW I KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY THINK OF ME! YOU CAN GO AND HAVE TAYLOR! I DONT CARE ANYMORE! JUST KNOW THAT YOU WONT EVER HAVE ANOTHER GIRL LIKE ME!EVER!!! I HOPE YOU HAVE A GOOD LIFE.....

Commented on: Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 11:10pm


	Indeed I would say. Because Peter you are ****** up. You hurted Kirsten more and each word that comes out of your mouth is **** up. So I don't think there is anything for you to do. stare I hope you grow up and pick your screwed self up because nobody is anymore. stare This is reality bh. mad*

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Commented on: Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 11:12pm


	xd Um wow alot of the f word..But Uh thanks Steph!! whee blaugh

Commented on: Sun Jul 31, 2005 @ 11:39pm


	surprised cool

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Commented on: Mon Aug 01, 2005 @ 12:39am


	sweatdrop heart

Commented on: Mon Aug 01, 2005 @ 02:08am


	Uhh hey David.. sweatdrop

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Commented on: Sat May 20, 2006 @ 04:52am


	WOW eek eek eek eek eek sweatdrop sweatdrop sweatdrop redface redface redface crying crying crying crying crying ninja ninja ninja ninja

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