View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals



Days Like Today Today, I just really feel like dying. Seriously, crappy day. Cant pronounce German. Im started to hate my freakin Area Audition music. I'm also really tired of my friends abandoning me. I mean it shouldnt be a big deal, but it is. Okay heres the deal, Misao and I had this halloween party over at her house, and my friend told me that he was going to go to another party, but he would show up at ours. Well, he never did. I mean, I was waiting for him, IN A FORMAL GOWN! Everytime I would hear something Id run and see if it was him. It never was. He just 'forgot' to show up. I dont know if Im over-reacting (something I do alot) but it kinda REALLY hurt my feelings. sigh I don't know I think I like him (as a friend, he's gay) alot more than he likes me. I dont know what to think, except that my self-esteem is really lowered over this crap. I shouldnt let it, but it is. I guess its because he forgot about me to go to someone else's party. I feel like crap, and I hate myself. The End.

Posted by: Annie of the Bananie Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 02:08am

User Comments: [2] [add]

The.Evil.Mermaid.Sal
Community Member

Offline

Commented on: Wed Nov 03, 2004 @ 03:16pm


	Yea, I understand. That happened to me tons of times, but you know what, if he doesn't even have the curtasy of respecting you and thinking about you then thats his fault, your a great person and no one in their right mind would ditch you. 3nodding And, I hope that made sense, since its like 7 in the morning and I just got up, lol.

Commented on: Thu Nov 04, 2004 @ 10:34pm


	I get dissed all the time sweetie,I know how you feel...hugs it's ok. I do hope you and your friend get things straightened out in a posotive way and that you get happy! hugs again

tamamo_no_mae
Community Member

Offline

User Comments: [2] [add]

More Information