No! No no no no!
How the ******** am I supposed to stay all 'independent' and 'happily single' so I can flirt and relax and have a life without someone else, when my stomach decides it wants to go all 'fluttery' everytime I talk to someone?
I'm slowly and steadily stomping my mini crush on Sky into the ground because I know she's way out of my league.
A taken guy at my school is practically everything I look for in a person, but face it. He's out of my league, and, well, he's taken. Dammit, Blade, wake up! Butterflies for someone like that is a MAJOR no-no!
Gabriel is one hell of a spark. He's fiesty and pure. Witty and able to be incredibly serious. He's brutelly honest but hurts if he feels as though he insulted another. He's incredibly beautiful even on the outside, yet has hardly any self esteem. The downpoints? He's strict Christian and has vowed to remain celebate for 10 years. And he's in SC, not NC.
I found an incredibly attractive, funny, smart, openminded, and dare I say, adventurous, guy friend named James. He flirts with me all the time and I'm his type, but he still has feelings for his ex. And he lives on the other side of Hickory, so we have to meet up there to hang out.
Mitch just doesn't like me that way. End of story.
Neither does the Canadian. End of story.
The Gribbler wouldn't be caught dead with a "goth/emo/art freak" chick if his life depended on it. End of story.
All the guys who keep asking me out are pervy friends who view me as a peice of a**. Do I want a relationship with them? NO.
There. I've covered most of it. Next time I think "well I kind of get feelings for..." I'm going to open this page and read it.
I'm totally awesome.
Goddess, Canadian's right, I'm a dork.
lol. whee
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