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babyj1989's Journal this journal is were i will write my poems and things about my day. hope u like the poems. and plz comment on my poams


babyj1989
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a story about my life with a gaia twist
In a land far from here there were was a girl that had a life were she did what she wanted and told people things so they would like her. Her name was star fire (i will come up with a better name). Star Fire soon met a guy named Blue Moon. And being young and stupid after a month of knowing this guy she marred him for what she thought was love. He had nothing, And she thought they could love off of there love. They were said for the witch said that they could never have a chilled. No matter how hard they tried they couldn’t have a baby. Then a miracle happened. Star Fire was baring Blue Moons baby. They were soo happy. And a even bigger miracle happened. When it was time for the baby to come star fire became very sick and so did the baby. They almost didn’t make it. But Stair fire gave birth to a little girl. Her name was BabyJ. Then after that the really problems started. The two lovers couldn’t come up with the money to support there family. So they turned to illegal magic. They started sailing this magic that made people happy. And they were hocked. BabyJ new something was going on, But she didn’t want to say anything. About 4 years later there was another baby. BabyJ had a little sister. Her name Bubbles. Bubbles had some problems. But she was over coming them. Soon some people were coming around. And they would look throw the house and ask BabyJ question. Not long after that the people took BabyJ's parents away. They got in tourble for the magic powder they were sailing. Some people cam and took BabyJ and her sister to another planet and gave her new parents. They were nice people and had lots of animal. BabyJ felt that this was the places she belonged and loved. But it didn’t last long. Her mom got out of Jail a year later. And she has to go live with her on a different planet. BabyJ was happy to see her mom again after so long. Her sister was a bit confused still being too young to understand everything. Her mom met a new guy. His name was the Dragon. He was nice at first. But she new something was wrong. Her mom was never home and Dragon was working. She saw her dad every once in a wile. But her mom kept them apart a lot. BabyJ was about 9 almost 10 and her mom saw that she was turning into a beautiful girl. And the guys that the Dragon had over a lot would look at her and wont to be with her. Soon money become tight again and her mom and Dragon had hard times paying for the magic powder. So they got a idea. They would let Dragon's friends have BabyJ for a night and her mom will get the magic powder. The first time she had to stay with one of the guys was the worst time of her life. They did things to her that she could never mencken again. After wile she got tired of the guys doing things to her so she would fight them. She would do anything to keep them away from her. But more she fought more they liked her. Things here terrible for her at this time. She had to take care of her baby sister and make sure they got to school. And at night she had to fight for her life. The guards from that planet were following her mom and Dragon around again. Soon they took her parents away again. And the people took her and her sister back to the other planet to the same people. BabyJ was never the same. She was quiet and had troubles being with people. She felt that she was always different. She did feel relieved on not having to be a mom to her sister anymore. But it didn’t last. Two years later her mom came back home. This time they staid at the same planet with the people. Things seemed to be going fine. But seep down BabyJ new something bad was going to happen. BabyJ started to talk to the people that took care of her before and they said they saw some things in her mom that never changed. BabyJ's mom got tried of everyone in her life making sure she is doing ok. So she moved her family away. Things only got weirs. BabyJ's little sister got a bad additoued and has tried to kill her lots of times. She got to see her dad every once in a wile. She thought it was ok to see him. People were always telling her that she was a beautiful girl. And for a wile she believed it. Until her dad took her shopping. He was mad at her cause she didn’t like the cloths he wanted her to wear. Most of them were what slut were wearing. Then her dad turned to her and said the most horrible thing to her. and she never forgot it. He said "how come you cant look like that" and hi pointed to a pitcher with some beautiful model on it. He turned back to her and said "how come im stuck with a daughter that looks like you". that was they last time she talked to her dad. And soon she started to believe him. She started to stay away from her mom and family. She started to like the dark. She would Stay down in her room in the dark with music playing. Soon BabyJ look changed. All of the pain that she held inside started to come out. She wear black closes and heavy make-up. She never went outside. She didn’t like the sun. She saw the world as a different place. As a dark and depressing place. She saw people differently. The true them. But she wouldn’t let them see her. Forever hiding her eyes. Not letting no one in. She started cutting herself to let out her pain. Her mom started to hangs out with the same kind of people that the Dragon brought in. She didn’t let that bother her. She became a fighter. Forever fighting for her self. Not letting them come near her. BabyJ has been challenged to lots of fights. Soon she became so good at fighting that no one could beat her. She just stay in her own world. Not caring about anyone or letting them in. She feels by letting people in they will only cause her more pain. Or that she will hurt them. So she stay away. Forever in the darkness. were she is lost in her own mined.





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WraithLionHeart
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comment Commented on: Wed Aug 03, 2005 @ 11:13pm
god thats a lot of wrighting


comment Commented on: Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 12:57am
its really good i like (its long tho...)



AmericanAngel930
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Unfamed Hero
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comment Commented on: Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 06:43am
thats a cool story(just so you know your hot not ugle)


comment Commented on: Thu Aug 04, 2005 @ 07:19am
its the story of my life..and its not fineshed



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WraithLionHeart
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comment Commented on: Sun Aug 07, 2005 @ 08:14am
i love you


comment Commented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 07:28pm
cry



Orange+Cyber+Soda
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Monair Lorum
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comment Commented on: Wed Aug 10, 2005 @ 05:25am
that is alot for ******** righting damn but it is good thoue


comment Commented on: Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 06:45am
Yes I am the last one to talk ninja



Monair Lorum
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comment Commented on: Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 06:46am
are you going to include me now? after all we did have a child together.


comment Commented on: Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 06:48am
this is like the 4th one I put now sry but I just needed something to do mrgreen



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babyj1989
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comment Commented on: Tue Aug 16, 2005 @ 04:23pm
lol...ya it is a lot of writting and im not even don with it...sorry for not seeing you...lol


comment Commented on: Tue Aug 16, 2005 @ 11:26pm
nice ur a vamp,sweet iam a saiyan



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Ichi Son
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comment Commented on: Wed Aug 17, 2005 @ 11:24pm
u really r beautiful, and its good! blaugh


comment Commented on: Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 11:45pm
I want to hear the end. O and what about Hope?



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comment Commented on: Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 11:46pm
I wonder how meany I can put ninja twisted I shall find out Muahahahahahahaha.......


comment Commented on: Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 11:48pm
my bad if I get in the way rolleyes like I would ever.



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Monair Lorum
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comment Commented on: Fri Aug 19, 2005 @ 11:50pm
Yes I am the last one to talk agin mrgreen Yes


comment Commented on: Mon Aug 22, 2005 @ 05:29pm
*rolls her eyes at Sir_Vlad* the peopel that i let near me..lol...im should just make a page for you and your little coments shouldnt i



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Monair Lorum
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comment Commented on: Thu Aug 25, 2005 @ 11:06pm
Probly mrgreen is that a bad thing?


comment Commented on: Sat Aug 27, 2005 @ 01:51am
Yes first to 20 mrgreen {rock on}



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bigg boss
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comment Commented on: Sun Feb 05, 2006 @ 12:36am
ONE IN THE SAME


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