A Love For A Soldier...
All my life, I waited for you to come in
Doors held wide open, Waiting for the day you came home
My arms waiting for you to fill them, With your warmth and sweet scent
This place feels so lonely without you, Here beside me...
"So lonely without you"
Sitting on our swing as the seasons change, Holding your picture in my trembling hands
Watching as my tears smear the glass, I can't hold them back any longer
I try to wipe them away, But more just replace them
As the news is being aired, I can hardly bear to watch it...
"Scared to see your face"
Other's ask me how i'm holding up, I smile and say everything's alright
When in truth i'm in pain, So much pain inside
My heart is breaking, When I think of you
I remember the day you left me, And how much I cried...
"You left to face that awful war"
I die alittle bit everday, Without you here to keep me whole
I can hardly ever sleep, Because I dream of you
Blood is everywhere I look, I scream out my pain
I awake from the dream, With tear stains on my face...
"All I see is your face covered in your own blood"
Lost in between reality and fantasy, What is real and what is not
I keep hearing your voice, But as I turn my smile fades cause you are not there
Tears begin to fall once again, I catch a few in my hand as I cover my eyes
I wish I could sleep a dreamless sleep, So I could forget for just a little bit...
"That you are not here next to me at night"
I wait by the phone, Waiting for the call to come
I stare out the window, Waiting for you to drive up
I wrap my arms around myself, Hopefully to keep myself together
I breakdown and cry, I scream out your name begging to god...
"Please bring them back to me soon"
All my life, I waited for you to come in...to be with me
Doors held wide open, Waiting for the day you came home...back to me
My arms waiting for you to fill them, With your warmth and sweet scent...how I have missed you
This place feels so lonely without you, Here beside me...in my arms...
"So lonely without you, I'm dying on the inside"
Sitting on our swing as the seasons change, Holding your picture in my trembling hands...looking at your smiling face
Watching as my tears smear the glass, I can't hold them back any longer...I let out a silent cry
I try to wipe them away, But more just replace them...And I let them fall
As the news is being aired, I can hardly bear to watch it...It's just to much sometimes...
"Scared to see your face, If I did I could no longer live"
As the days go by turning into months and years, I try not to lose hope in you
I pray each day and night with all my heart, Begging god to keep you safe
As I re-read your letter to me, I can't help but to smile a sad smile
I hear a sounds as you walk in, I stare in shock at your smiling face...
"I cry tears of joy as I jump into your arms, Finally your back
Back in my arms, Holding me while I cry
How i've missed you I keepin saying, As you hold me tightly
You whisper how much you've missed me as well, Kissing me softly"
"Welcome home my sweet soldier, I love you"...
Yes it's been awhile since I wrote any new lyrics, writer's block is sooooo evil!! lol. Anyway this is about someone who's lover is a soldier and is at war. I tryed 2 capture the feeling of heart ache at not being with the one you love most. All the saddness and pain of not knowing if their alive or will they ever come home. So this is my take on what that feeling feels like. Please enjoy, rate and comment!!! ^__^ *bows*
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