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School Of Pain...

The first day i saw you no one liked you at all than you started chillin with me and made my popularity fall, you acted so childish so damn immuture laughed about everything not even if being sure but when your mother died your tears got the best of me everytime i saw you cry a tear rolled out of my eye everytime you looked at me sad you made me feel depressed. than after a while of feeling bad i let you be my friend you let me know your secrets your interesting pst i told you my secrets we made our friendship last all through elementary, we were always there all thought secondary, we were always fair but when we got to high school you started to slip away you started acting like a fool. and went your own way i remember the 9th grade year when my grandmother died, were you there to comfort me? or were you there to cry? No you went to a party you left me with grief you didnt feel sorry or give me relief remember when my mother died? the second year of school? again you deserted me and didnt see what i went through my mother was my everything the woman of my life, soon ill loose everything and bring an end to my life did you even notice that my mother was gone? or were you too fusking busy slippin off their thongs? she was what i had left the only thing secure now the only thing i might have left is maybe just you and finally on our senior year you wanted to talk to me you asked how my mother was and saw right through me wondered where my baby was if she found another guy i sadly said yes i almost nearly died the night of prom you overdose i couldnt do anything i had no voice the morning of graduation everything was gone three women who made me happy and a friend all gone so after the ceremony i went straight home, i saw no reason for living and had finally taken my own...

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