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Welcome to your nightmare, my reality.
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My birth dad ~part one~
My life has been a lie.
My feelings I can no longer hide.
I look at my arm and neck and see where a knife has marked my past.
I count all the family I have and Only fine seven.
I don't even know my dieing grandmother!
They all left me.

Each scar represents one who left and who I loved and those I thought luved me.
You see this scar, that's for you Dad!
You left when I was two and left my pregnant mother to fend for two.
and since you said no to seeing me at christmas I haven't seen you.
As you wach your big screen TV and I hope you think about me cause the child support you woe was supposed to pay for food to survive.

You see this scar! This is for you grandpa!
You never call and you never want to see me.
"Oh money's tight right now" well the casinos would sertanly disagree.

You see this scar! This is for you, and you know who you are.
You left me when I needed you most.
You had the power, the power to free me!.
But instead you dropped me, I soon became toast.
Now trhe memories of you and me wont leave me be.

You see this scar! This one is for every family member I've never known.
~to be continued~
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Trigger2
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 07:26pm
It was alot to read but I finished it 3nodding


commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 08:02pm
cool cool cool cool cool



TVT
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Hiemerio_155
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commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 08:08pm
that is sad im sorry that they would do something like that to u.


commentCommented on: Mon Aug 08, 2005 @ 08:36pm
me 2



TVT
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manobravo
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commentCommented on: Tue Aug 09, 2005 @ 06:13pm
ur gana be the next edgar alen poe i love ur poems if thats what there soposed to be. good job. just dont kill urself like he did.


commentCommented on: Sat Oct 22, 2005 @ 10:49am
You poor thing.. sad



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