Well, I don't really know how or why it happened, but I'm glad it did. I finally got back together with the girl I truly have feelings for, Natalie. Some part of me is really happy, while another part of me is sure that this is only temporary and that she'll leave me sooner than later. Its all part of being an otaku I guess. Always wondering when the girl is finally going to get fed up with how much of a loser you really are and move on to some guy who's cool or rich or something...I don't think Nat's like that, but seeing as I've had bad experiences before, there's always this creeping suspicion that its always almost over. That's why I cherish every single time I hear her voice, so I can memorize it and always have some part of her with me. I know I love her and always will, but the really scary thing is I don't know how long she'll love me. Just please wish me luck everyone. I'll do my best so I can bring back something to share with all my bretheren and make them proud of me when I finally do crash and burn.
Forlorn Prince Tanuki Community Member 
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