It never fails. When things start to look up in my life the thunder has to come too. I"m so sick of this. So tired. I want my time to shine and for it NOT to get soiled with the bullshit and darkness. I got a job, got a life, thought I had a good man in my life but he's a jerk. There are a few exceptioins to the rule that all men are jerks..Anyways, I wanted to share the good things with someone that has been my friend through a LOT of things and I can't anymore because the same friend has changed since i've left thier side. Now that person has blocked me and refuses to talk to me anymore. I feel bereft but perhaps it is thier way of saying that they are tired of me. Perhaps it is the only way they can think of to tell me to get lost, instead of just saying it. Well that's life for me. People ALWAYS eventually turn their back on me, thanks buddy! You lied just like everyone else you swore you were better then. So much for promises to remain friends huh? You break your word just as everyone else does. Thanks.. you know who you are... IF you bother to read this.. I hope you have a nice life, I hope my face haunts you in your long and lonely nights. I hope you regret turning from me.. I hope... you burn with envy at all I have accomplished without you.... though I wanted you here with me.. you slighted me and now that is your loss.
 Misha Moreen · Mon Aug 15, 2005 @ 09:18am · 1 Comments |
