Oh my god! I HATE BUSH! I have the biggest knot in my stomach. I found out today that Derrick is going to Iraq September fifteenth. He is going to have to take three six month tours of Iraq. In other words, he is going to be fighting for up to a year in a half, if the goverment keeps thier word. Which they have already lied to him twice. I have a bad feeling about it, and I usually can sense when somthing is going to go wrong with Ashley's boyfriends. Nick, I sensed something wrong. He turned gay and became a b***h to Ashley. Bill, he was the creepiest person and something was off with him. He broke her next boyfriends nose, Andrew. Andrew, wasn't compatible at all. As soon as I saw Derrick, I had I good feeling. Then BAM, they are married. Now I have this knot in my stomach and it is making me sick. What if he goes over a land mine? Gets shot?
Oh my god, I hope it's all just in my head.
AND DAMN BUSH! He just keeps saying that everything is going alright in Iraq. Then why did fourteen Marines die last week? What if it was Derrick? How can everything be all fine and dandy when we have soldiers dying? I must be blind or something, but everything doesn't look fine to me. If everything were fine, he would not need to go to Iraq and he could stay and work within the borders.
OH GOD! I feel even more sick, he is a Marine.
I HATE BUSH SO MUCH! I WISH HE WAS NEVER RE-ELECTED! It could have been different with Kerry possibly. I don't care if he lied a little right now. I just don't want Derrick over there right now. In fact, he and Ashley could be living in Ohio, instead of having to live near base in North Carolina. He could just be working on base or something, or even in Germany like my Uncle Bobby did when he was in the Army. Or maybe even in Japan with my dad's ex-girlfriend's son, Tommy.
What would happen to Ashley? I can't bare it! I know we haven't always been the closest sisters, but still. And Derrick is the only one who has ever really treated me like more than just a younger sister-in-law. He acted like I am his real sister, and not just by marriage.
Damn, I know that I am probably just freaking out. Nothing will happen. I just need to take a few breathes and relax. I better move to a happier subject.
My dad will be here August twenty fourth.
I'll just say what I did today.
Ok, I had to walk George this morning.
I went swimming. The water was nice and cool, so it was really nice.
Took a shower.
Walked George.
We had to go to Lakeland Center because my grandma had an interview there for Kohls. I find it kind of funny, half the people here have never heard of Kohls. We had to wait in the car for three hours since they did the interview in groups. It sucked, but I got to work on my story some, which is a good thing.
I came home and walked George.
We had dinner. I forget what it was called, but it was pretty damn good!
I played with Poochie. Nothing new. She bite me a little too hard though when we were playing, my hand hurt for a little bit.
I got to watch House again today. I love that show. Dr. House got a car from a mobster. Pretty interesting. I can not wait to see the next episode, it is a pretty good series.
Las Vegas was on to. Ed had to serve jury duty. That was funny.
Ashley called and I freaked out. Oh wait, I still am.
I am now on the computer, sitting here and typing, waiting for America Online to accually sign on.
I miss all my friends! I have not been able to talk to them much since I have been here. I feel really guily, which is making me feel worst.
I'm trying to think straight, should I ignore my insinct? I think it might be the best thing, and I am most likely wrong this time. I have to be. I can't be right.
DAMN AOL! It won't sign on, and it would not sign on last night. I about hate it as much as I hate fricken President Bush. Which, by the way, is a lot.
I HATE ALL OF THIS! AMERICA ONLINE, BUSH, THE GOVERMENT! ALL OF IT!
And now AOL is freezing on me! Does the world hate me this much? I'm right now kind of happy that I can't talk to any of my friends on the phone, I would probably drive them to insanity.
God, the first thing I see when AOL finally connects is "See where Bush stands in polls." That's one of the last things I wanted to see.
I guess I should check my personal messages now.
Later,
Kelsey
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