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"Please don't go." i pleed to as I lay half contious on the bed a knife pearsing my heart. "Beyond that mountain side. Across that river bed. Into those valleys low. I know you still love me and I also know I would die for you." tears trickling down both of our cheaks. I'm trying to get rid of the knock in my throat while gasping for breath.
He oh so slighly pulls the knife from my chest and kisses me so tenderly and with that one kiss my pain went away. For that one moment in time the memories the fears. They all went away.
"Please dont leave my love alone." i said gripping Alexanders hand as tightly as my week hands would let me. Alexander said in an even voice that was understanding and soft. "Alone in the dark? Of course not. I will be hear for you as you have been for me." I started to sobb and said in a dim voice. "It is not my fault. I did not mean for Nick to find me." I'm so sorry." Alexander said now with tears drowning his eyes.
He picked up the knife and was holding in his hands. He looked distressed and looked as he had been lacking of sleep. "I would die for you." At that moment he slid the knife through himself and I could see the knife that he had pertruded through his body drip dark blood "NO!!!!!!!!" I screamed as loud as i could "I love you Sensai." He slowly melted onto me. There we both lay in the dead silence. Alexander stone cold and still and me just barely breathing knowing I would see him soon.