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um............
whatever that pops into my head & a bunch of other things
I HATE MY DAD &need advice plz dnt mind the typos
u may be wonderin why tho
to start of with he use to touch me
if u don't care don't read this

it started when he went on a trip during the summer afer my fifth grade year
he was gone for almost the whole summer and when he came back we had a huge party ,but some things were wrong . he got everyone presents and stuff but the one he got my mom.....
......... it was an ugly green dress &totally the rong size my mom knew sumthin was up and she was right . when he was on that trip he had an affair .she accused him ,he hit her. umm.. yea and when other ppl found out they said my mom was the cheater i know she didn't tho we were at my grandma's house almost the whole time. his aunt yelled she yelled back &dad didn't say anything. my mom eventually forgave but she never forgot and hold it against him still. we don't talk to my dad's side of the family much anymore. but i didn't understand much back then

then during sixth grade i fell asleep on the sofa in the living room................................ my dad was touching me
in a way a dad isn't suppose to touch his kid.
i didn't know wat to do i just pretendet to be asleep the whole time. after awile he stoped then it jus kept happening i fall asleep in my room in my sister's room he touch me made me touch him then my courus concert came he told mom cuz he knew i was pretending to sleep

alot of yelling blah blah blah
crying
a promise never to do it again and a threat &i was forced in to locking my door every might

we then moved in to an appartment close to our old house where everything happend in i started middle school avoid my parents as much as possibe staying in my room as much as i can but that was frustrating i felt i was trapt
next year in 8th garade i joined the school musical annie jr. i was kate
it kept me preocupied and i was actually happy for a wile wemoved again into willow ridge
summer came again dad did it again touched me this time tho i told her
she cried more then before i knew it. me my mom and my two sisters moved to georgia to live with our cousins ricky patric and emily which are from my dad's side but uncle than believed dad did a bad thing and wanted to help
i couldn't stand patric emily was annoying and ricky ignored me as if i wasn't there
we lived with them for about 3 months i alredy was in skool for but a month theni had to pack up and leave again cuz my mom couldn't stand my dad's sister,our cuzins mom.we moved back in to willow ridge with my dad . after afew weeks back we went to philly and they told all the family what happend i was mortified i stood outside cuz i didn't want to see them went home nuthin happens much now tho but if it dose what do you think i should do?
i still sleep with my door locked but it better cuz my uncle peater bouct me a lock like u pit on an outside door but still

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