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I just got done watching a video by johnyboyxo on youtube. It made me think of how my family and friends treat me. How I can be myself around my mom but when my dad walks in I stop. When I came out to my mom, it seemed right. She was okay with it, though I could tell she was sad about it. But the one think i told me not to do was tell my dad. Of course she did, he told me not to tell anyone and that I should wait till after high school to come out for real for real. Well that is alittle to late. If people dont know, I think I make it quite obvious. Anyways. I wish I would act the same around my dad and brother like I do with my friends and mom. I wish I could tell everyone the one thing I have been dieing to tell everyone. The only person I have told is Mrs.Willison.

Well now that I am out of high school, and I would like to say I am a fagget. I may lose some friends because of this, but if I was your friend before then why stop now? Does it really matter what I am? Would it be differnt if I was a girl? Would it be differnt if I was a boy that wanted to be a girl?..

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