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Sometime i wonder why i'm here if i even deserve life or love i know i don't deserve love in it's devastating beauty and how it helped me shatter the people around me and how it has shattered me into pieces so small i'll never be able to put them back together so i don't even try i wish someone understood how i feel the emptiness the broken i want Sean back more then i could say I ache where he has left a gapping hole in my chest i gave him my heart and he broke me he has no idea how i cried over him the scars on my wrist the name on my leg forever i will be his wether he wants it or not i can do nothing but wait for him to love me back *stares dejectedly into the sheeting rain* Sean you are my one love the person who has my heart please say you love me i'm dying to hear those word the same ones you wispered in my ear when we were at your house skipping school to hang because you couldn't go to the movies because someone sniched about you cutting i still rember those kisses and i want them all to fall again how you held my hand under the table I Love You is all i need to be better again

The same me you all know and love to hate

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