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ok so look i no no one is gonna read this but i felt like i needed to vent and i didnt want to vent to anyone but anywho i bet ur woundering exactly wat i want to get off my chest the biggest is tht my dad keeps telling he wants to be at my bonfire well wat girl wants her dad at a bonfire for the end of school with like u no my besties for all i no hes gonna be hangin on me so i dont do anything well ******** tht of course im gonna do sumthing thts not of his approval dont i always. ok get it its a bonfire at night i might want to be alone like at my party he was barely there tht was great but i cant belive wat im hearing and i cant tell if hes joking either. but topic change im going to cedar point and the bus list said tht me and all my friend except my closet friend were on the same bus and she was on another well they said u have to stay with ur group so im so gonna get ppl to change it before i beat the s**t out of someone. something else i hate people i just cant deal with em so lets start writing wat i was meaning to write this whole time


My personal Rant writen and edited be me

ok so you think you may no me you think you may know everything about me but i wouldnt count on it. some people just piss me off you think how i act around u and other people is the real me then uve got another thing comein the only things tht make me happy in life r me friends i treat me friend like gold and my family like s**t and it pisses me off but my friends treat me like a person and my family treats me like a dog. when someone rubs me the wrong way i rub them back if not just as hard usually worse. you wanna get to know the real me maybe you should talk to me sometime. i was made fun of so much when i was younger everytime someone laughs i think its at me. the two people that might know quit a lot about me are probably dani and anthony i dont even think morgan knows the new me. she knows everything about the old me but since january i cant tell how much i changed and how fast all i no is it was a lot. psssssht you couldnt handle one ******** day in my life to many bitches and assholes to deal with and only a few people to make it all better. when someine isnt there like if dani misses school u have no idea how tuff it is if morgan isnt there its the same way i cant get through my life without them i expect everyday for me to walk in and there theyll both be to help me forget my problems at school so i can focus and pay attention to them at home. sometimes i wish i was a clooud and could float away and never come back but................. life.... just doesnt happen how you want it to so i guess...........bite me