I think I'm dieing, I have'nt been here for a long time and haven't done a journal, so I'm doing this one before I leave for the night.
I have been getting worse over the summer, with my being suicidal... it really bites, my friends are always saying that it will blow over, but I know why I'm suicidal, not explaining though...
It's Danielles birthday tomorrow. That should be fun, I'll be with her all day smile
School starts September 3rd.. 2 days before my birthday. which i hope no one remembers cuz then they will try to make it a happy day for me, then I will kill my self...
I'm going crazy, I get pissed and I feel like I'm about to kill something, everything is getting on my nerves right now and I don't know why. But either way.. it feels like there's something inside me just waiting to get out... I'm going slowly going insane and it's killing me... damn... stare
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