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my life is plain and simple...NOT! Who actualy has a plain and simple life?no one. you can pretend to live a plain and simple life on the outside but your insides are torn with raw emotions of love hate and other feelings we still dont know how to understand.
I my self after living 16 years on this planet am sill considered to be young and inexperienced. I have seen much and yet still know so little. I have been to foreign countries and met people who i dont understand and more than likely never will. I am not rich nor will ever be. I always seek to gather more knowledge and spread my horizions. I am quick to judge internally yet i still give everybody a chance. I often change my out look of people many times before i trust them and get a good strong relationship with them.
This is me and this is my life as i see it and as i experience it. I usually dont let feelings emotions and thoghts excape me in person but on the net there seems to be a wall their that i feel safe to hide behind and let the world see my thoughts and feelings no matter how secure and private. It is a privilage and a yet a tourture to read this so i warn u now: there will be points where i use bad language and maybe even describe horrific scenes that seem to haunt my nightly dreams. Unfortuenately these nightmares often occur so there could be alot of the posts.