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Loved Not Left

As my heart slowly falls
Down this continueous pit
It will crash and be broken everywhere

Everywhere for everyone to break the rest
Break whats left
Whats left of what it used to be

Memories of times I wished never ended
Will remain forever
But the pain

The pain
Of those haunting memories
This agony

Will last eternity
Ignoring it
Doesn't mean it isn't there

Hold on to the best
Never forget them
Cherrish them forever

I will never regret loving you
You do not choose love
Love chooses you

You leaving
Put me through depression
Memories ment nothing

It was the first time I could not live
I was forsaken
Yet again

I do not blame you
It wasn't you...
It was me

I was wrong to judge
To judge what couldn't be
Which was you and me

I tried too hard
I find it hard not to care
All I wanted was love

Love is tricky
You can't tell until that moment
But my moment never came

My time is meaningless without you
I'm lost without you
But you hate me now

I'm sorry!
Really
But you just ignore me

You don't bother to talk about it
You choose to avoid whats really wrong
Though, really, whats wrong is me

So I guess thats why you're avoiding me
I'm the true problem
I guess it's for best



WOW! That was deep for me. That wasn't just something that I wrote for some emo kid to indulge in! That was my true feelings!

-X-Lindsey Was Here-X-
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  • User Comments: [2]
    Mr Donkeyhead
    Community Member





    Wed Jun 25, 2008 @ 03:03am


    No emo kids indulgeing?
    I guess that means me =<


    -x-Taste Like Heroin-x-
    Community Member





    Mon Jul 28, 2008 @ 07:46pm


    Hey! It doesn't rhyme!
    That is like not useally fer you.


    User Comments: [2]
     
     
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